LIQUEFACTION

22 December 2005

I have seen reality liquefy! Suddenly, all that I took for granted was nothing. The solidity of chairs, floors, books, and situations were nothing more than the malleable substance of beliefs. My thought molding them as easily as a daydream. This, I realized, is the truth about our earthly reality.I had read this many times in different books, but even though I believed it intellectuals I had certainly never experienced it. The experience was very destabilizing. imagine and it is. Scary yet liberating.

The problem is always fear. That is something I really have to work on, but Seth (from the Jane Roberts books) said to visualize, feel it, and be confident about what you want and it will materialize. It will most probably be very different from your present reality, but that that´s exactly the point. No!? How do you deal with the fears, insecurities, thoughts that you are insane for even reading and daring to believe something like this, feelings of guilt, inferiority, lack of selfconfidencee . . . That is the journey. We have the power, but we have to learn to let go of everything that prevents us from using our power.