BLOCKED

I can´t believe it, but I am completely blocked by the thought that my beliefs and thoughts hold so much power. What about all those negative thoughts that I have!? My inaptitude at controlling my mind is a horrible thing now that I understand how it affects my life. Every time I have a negative thought I am afraid of how it is going to materialize. So many of my beliefs are negative, and now I imagine all of them rushing at me. When I look at my reality I see how well it reflects my beliefs of poverty, lack of time, inability to fit in, lack of self-confidence, and all my other problems.

This is a daunting beast to tame - this mind! How do I change my beliefs, emotions and thoughts? I know they are made by me, yet they seem to be in charge of me. Now that I think about it, it is really incredible how convinced I am by my the independent power of my thoughts.

I think that they best way to turn around my mind is through self-hypnosis. The first step is to believe in my own power. I am going to try it tonight together with the help of my spirit teachers.