BREAKING FREE

Breaking free, it's one of the most difficult things to do. You have to walk through the valley of fear, through terror, and face your worst weaknesses.
That's how we experience it.

fear is the biggest scam
It's an extremely good scam, because we all fall for it all the time. It has kept us from seeing the truth about ourselves - about our real power. I see very clearly now that the only thing keeping me from controlling my thoughts and thus consequently my physical reality is fear.

The closer I get to seeing how powerful our minds really are, the more my fear sabotages me. Fear of not being able to make it, fear that I will become evil with so much power, fear that it is evil to have that kind of power, . . .
I am completely deluding myself, and then blaming my thoughts for doing it. Kinda funny when you start looking at it. The confort of being a victim of the world is gone - I make anything happen, and that thought seems ludicrous. it is very hard to accept that my mind has that kind of power.

I better meditate and try to contact Seth. He communicated through a medium called Jane Roberts that this world is constructed by our thoughts in his book 'The nature of Our Personal Reality'. I communicate with him on a daily basis since a few years now, and he is full of joy and divine love. It is sheer bliss to learn with him. He literally inspires me with his confidence and extacy for experimenting with my thoughts. Just by thinking of him I feel myself radiate with happiness, confidence, and light. Together with him, through telepathy, I simply know that our minds create our reality, and I am able to control my mind because he puts me in touch with my divine power. I am at peace in the stream of light and bathe in pure happiness, power, and creativity. Thank God for spirit teachers.

BLOCKED

I can´t believe it, but I am completely blocked by the thought that my beliefs and thoughts hold so much power. What about all those negative thoughts that I have!? My inaptitude at controlling my mind is a horrible thing now that I understand how it affects my life. Every time I have a negative thought I am afraid of how it is going to materialize. So many of my beliefs are negative, and now I imagine all of them rushing at me. When I look at my reality I see how well it reflects my beliefs of poverty, lack of time, inability to fit in, lack of self-confidence, and all my other problems.

This is a daunting beast to tame - this mind! How do I change my beliefs, emotions and thoughts? I know they are made by me, yet they seem to be in charge of me. Now that I think about it, it is really incredible how convinced I am by my the independent power of my thoughts.

I think that they best way to turn around my mind is through self-hypnosis. The first step is to believe in my own power. I am going to try it tonight together with the help of my spirit teachers.

LIQUEFACTION

22 December 2005

I have seen reality liquefy! Suddenly, all that I took for granted was nothing. The solidity of chairs, floors, books, and situations were nothing more than the malleable substance of beliefs. My thought molding them as easily as a daydream. This, I realized, is the truth about our earthly reality.I had read this many times in different books, but even though I believed it intellectuals I had certainly never experienced it. The experience was very destabilizing. imagine and it is. Scary yet liberating.

The problem is always fear. That is something I really have to work on, but Seth (from the Jane Roberts books) said to visualize, feel it, and be confident about what you want and it will materialize. It will most probably be very different from your present reality, but that that´s exactly the point. No!? How do you deal with the fears, insecurities, thoughts that you are insane for even reading and daring to believe something like this, feelings of guilt, inferiority, lack of selfconfidencee . . . That is the journey. We have the power, but we have to learn to let go of everything that prevents us from using our power.

I started this blog as a virtual school to help people reach their goals by growing spiritually. I am a spiritual student myself, but maybe I have read and practiced aspects of meditation and other spiritual paths that can help you lead the life you wish to lead.

Every day I meditate and experience new realities or understand concepts in a whole different way. Often I feel that I am being taught telepathically by teacher spirits. What they do is that they let me experience the concept emotionally through telepathy. That way I am able to really absorb the material. This is not only intellectual understanding, but emotional integration and actual experience of a different state of being.